I’m 19, living in Cardiff, and I’ve been struggling with my identity. I’m transgender, and coming to terms with who I am has been a long and difficult journey. I’ve faced a lot of discrimination and misunderstanding, and it’s taken a toll on my mental health.
Coming out was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. My family didn’t take it well. My parents are still trying to understand, but there’s a lot of tension and awkwardness. They say they love me, but I can see the confusion and discomfort in their eyes. My younger brother avoids me, and it breaks my heart.
School is another nightmare. I’m in my first year of university, and I thought it would be a fresh start, but it’s been anything but. I’ve faced bullying and harassment, and it’s hard to find a safe space. Some of my lecturers and classmates are supportive, but others are ignorant or outright hostile. It’s exhausting to constantly defend my identity and fight for basic respect.
The stress and anxiety are overwhelming. I’m always on edge, worried about being misgendered or facing another round of harassment. It’s affecting my studies, my social life, everything. I’ve started having panic attacks, and it’s hard to get through the day. I feel so alone, like no one really understands what I’m going through.
I’ve found some support online and through local LGBTQ+ groups, and it helps to know I’m not alone. I’ve made some friends who understand and accept me, and that’s been a lifeline. But the fear and anxiety are still there, and it’s a fucked up battle.
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